I'm in a mess, please help?

please try to get out of your house...it seems hard thoug but have hope and everything will soon be ok..im sorry about your family and everything..honestly you need to find another gfriend..someone who will support you and listen to you. Graduate and keep looking up. Don't let someone bring you down. Life is beautiful you just haven't met the rigt people. Seriously there's some friendly folks out there :) have a nice day and look at the brigtside. :)